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at 9:07:00 PM

Hmm feel lyk del tis blog . since alot of euu guys noe mine new url yeah (: hmm ... i jus updated mine fav blog yeah (:


No family ! at 8:37:00 PM

Hmm . todae eng cher nerh cum again . Hohoho (: Budden hor , Th movie still watch larrh (: OMG th movie soooooooooo soooooooooo touching man !!! It made mine tears drop yeah (: Oops . jasmin they all saw mine tears drop !! Hees (: Den aft tht jiu aft skul den jiu go fer vb den jiu go 7-11 den cum home luhhs . Ytd hab a big fight wif family again (: Woots . is normal fer mii le wors (: i feel lyk dun wn t tok t them fer th rest of mine life . ardy nerh tok t them fer ytd nite && untill todae lei . (: Hohohoho . i die mine taiji , they die den none of mine taiji narrh . Tis wasnt mine family from last yr le luhhs ! everythng hab chg alot . even mine life . i dun thnk i cn get new fone liao Zzz ... Aft big fight still cn get i thnk they still theng mii luhhs . budden will nerh ever b one larrh . knn siia they all . cb @.@

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Sista (: at 7:48:00 PM

Dajie : she th best dajie tht i nerh ever hab . i noe her by vb (: so vb bring our fate out (: she will cheer us up whn we are sad . Crack jokes all rnd (: All by mine side helping mii going through all th sadness && happiness . I didnt regret fer noe-ing her yeah (: She will walk away whn euu was anger && hack care euu whn she anger too . So btr dun disturb her yeah (: She cn b damn damn damn damn nice && damn damn damn fierce yeah (: I love being tgt nor hang out wif her same go as th rest yeah (: Our sista r/s will nerh fall apart yeah (: ILY (:

Jiamin : she mine er jie yeah . i noe her well by vb (: she kind && active yeah (: she will lend her ears whn we are sad . whn she was sad nor hurt she will jus cry . She will hang out wif euu whn euu are bored ! i hab nerh regreted fer noe-ing her yeah (: she cn b damn xiong whn euu irritate her . she cn b damn kind too (: even sumtym we still quarrel , bud it make our r/s getting close yeah (: i believe tht our r/s will nerh fall apart yeah (: ILY (:

Jasmin : she was a nice jiejie luhhs (: i alway deesiao her one luhhs (: sumtym she was pissed off by mii { if im nt wrong barrh } budden aft awhile we jokes again (: We hab past by alot of thng tgt . i noe her by class yeah (: i believe tht our r/s will nerh fall out yeah (: ILY (:

Huitian : hmm . at th start tot of she was malay yeah { no offence } bud aft euu noe her , euu will jus find her is cute yeah (: hmm . she lyk t scold vulgarity whn ever she lyk ? Hoho . she cute ! dun judge her whn she lyk t scold vulgarity alot yeah . she's pure . nt gangster yeah (:our r/s will nerh fall out one im sure (: ILY (:

Jasmine : aiyo tis xiaomei hor . lyk mii lyk t thnk alot alot alot . Sad easily . Bud whn we are sad she alway b thr fer us . she our cheerful pie yeah (: she cn b serious wif euu she oso cn joke arnd wif euu too (: She th youngest among us , bud dun look down on her yeah (: our r/s will nerh fall yeah (: ILY (:

OHL : hmm ... i feel tht im jus so irritating luhhs . i duno wad's mine heart thnking . i get blur easily . i brk down easily ))': nw im jus waiting fer th malay mix wif chinese boii . mine feeling towards hym was strong . bud it still contain fengji .... im jus confuse yeah D'; i jus hate mine life (: mine life totally suck && complicated DD'; mayb they were rite . i jus lyk t kip thngs t myself . i hab been keeping it fer 13 yrs . so i brk down easily yeah DDD'; everythng was so tired !


HoHoHo at 10:19:00 PM

Hmm . Now in msn craping wif junhao && terry yeah (: Fun && funny . Hees (: Den jus nw terry ask junhao wad tym cn go hotel . Hees (: funny siia they all (: Enjoying chatting in msn wif them (: Woots (: Hees . All those crap funny && fun luhhs . Haha ! nxt tym i post && let ur see barh (: Bye fer nw (:

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at 12:18:00 PM

hmm todae got cip luhhs ;}} fun bodoh (: hees (: hope every month got once yeah ;}}hees (: hope our effort will nt paid off yeah (:

幸福是要自己争取的 守株待兔是不可能有幸福的 每个人是有权利想要和谁在一起的不是由谁而帮我们。hais ... life cn b as simply as wad euu wn derrh . budden ppls jus lyk t make it as complicated it cn b luhhs . tht yyie ppl are suffering in life . zhisheng sae tht believe god , god will lead ur life t a bright path . god will gib euu a esy && good life . let god help euu choose all those path . if were lyk tht . den mus well take away our brain and ask god wad shld we do nxt step ? i tot everyone hab it own rite t choose th path they wn . bud sum still choose t believe god . if i believe god will thr b happiness t mine life ? will mine life b brighten up ? hais . duno wad shld i do nw luhhs . im head is totally blank yeah (: hees ;}} fergot abt it den BA BOOM (: Hees all those burden&& trouble was gone yeah (: hees . hope so den ;}} bye bye (:

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Hees (: im jus a simply gal okkie ;}}} at 8:41:00 PM

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Hees (: at 5:52:00 PM

hmm ytd was kena dae light robbery barrh . wn noe
more go jasmin.F nor winnie blog . i lazy t type le yeah
(: hees (: getting lazy le wors (: wakaka ;x i cn chase one
budden on mine mind was hym . i was thnking hw i wish
he could b here . hw am i going t connnet hym ? den i
stop . gibing statemen still gt abit scare cos really veri
shock luhhs . everythng hab jus happen t fast . yyie wasnt
he wif mii tht tym ? budden still gt jasmin huitian &&
winnie supporting mii . i feel better luhhs ... i found out tht
i nid hym he wasnt wif mii he nid mii his ex was wif hym ...
yeah (: hw bad am i .. nw i shld learn t let go && get use tht
he wasnt wif mii le . i got no one supporting && caring mii
le . i will slowly get use wif it derrh (: i believe euu cn derrh
boii (: hees (: mus chg mt attitude . i was trying hard (: mus
b high so tht cn make saddie ppl feel high (:

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http://love-toyou-nerhfade.blogspot.com/ at 8:47:00 PM

mii && mine siao zha bor { nicole }

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Hais ... at 8:14:00 PM

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DDD'; i miss hym at 8:06:00 PM

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at 10:20:00 PM

WEEESSSS (:

hmm todae morning go eat breakfast wif family { hees ;}} first tym narrh 4 ppl sitting down eating at th sam tym . cos everytym we eat at diff tym luhhs } den jiu go skul fer vb ;} everythng becuming so werido )); . whn i reach skul jasmine didnt tok t mii . den nerhmind aft awhile jiu hao luhhs ;}} den aft tht mii jiamin huiqi jasmine go jp luhhs ;} den we plan t buy th present fer dajie derrh en we bought a wallet in th end ;} den we jiu go DDR den jiu go 7-11 den jiu go library den aft awhile feng ji ;} is reach ;DD den aft tht they jiu go home le luhhs )): den aft awhile jiu pei feng j ;}} go x-zone luhhs ;DD den was lyk peiiing hym t ply alot of game in x-zone ;}} fun narrh (: den aft tht jiu go library sit sit luhhs ;}} den he was snatching my bag && fone && ring luhhs ;}} hees . fun ;x oops . chey ~.~ heess . i miss hym alot DDDDDDD'; i found out tht i cnt live wifout hym DDDD'; im scare tth he will left mii one dae . yyie i so stupid kip making myself t jealous luhhs x.x

Fengji : ps luhhs . imake euu so pekcek everydae DDDDD'; everythng is my fault DDD;

PBT sista ;DDD : sista fer life ;} we 5 sista are meant t b tgt by th god ;} so i ill cherish every moment we hab tgt ;DDD sista r/s tht will last long ;DD we share all th happiness && sadness tgt as one ;DD we share all th secret , happiness , sadness && burden ;DDD i love being tgt wif euu guys ;DDD euu guys & feg ji ;}} brigthen up my life ;DD our r/s is strong ;DDDD we will nerh b fall t making each other laughs && cheering ;DDD nth cn brk us out . no one cn brk us out . we will nerh fll out ;DD alway thr fer each another . tq euu guys fer peiiing mii by my side ;DD


confuse feeling x.x at 9:12:00 PM

hmm . ytd slp at abt 3 plus luhhs x.x den wake up at 5 cos my fone luhhs x.x den aft tht i jiu sit thr thnking sumthng , budden i really duno wad i thnking x.x den aft tht he 8 plus jiu msg mii le x.x den aft tht jiu msg untill abt 11 den i go on den msg awhile den he on9 oso . den aft tht he told mii sumthng in mn { secret } tht make my tears dropping furiously . den aft tht i jiu abt 2 plu go out of th hus den jiu meet winnie & her cousin . hahas . her cousin cute siia ;}} same as mii another siao zha bor ;}} den we jiu go ddr den aft tht jiu ply street bball { tall one } den jiu go buy bubble tea ;}} den jiu go walk walk den jiu go library den ji go back acarde t meet fengji ;} den jiu see hym ply den i ply once den we jiu ply ddr den jiu see hym ply again den jiu go library sit sit luhhs abt 8 den HOME SWEET HOME luhhs . hais ..... now duno wad happen again x.x i so envy nad && her std , std fer 6 month plus going 7 month ;}} den even gt quarrel budden NERH sae untill brk tis word ... so good siia . i so jealous ;}} i so envy ;}}}

HAPPY B'DAE DAJIE ;}}}}

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Fun ;} && sad }: at 10:06:00 PM

HEYYOOSSSHH ;}}}



hmm todae morning daddy cor mii wake up at 8 plus den i go chg && pack luhhs x.x den daddy drove mii t skul ;}} den aft go vb traning luhhs . den aft tht abt 11.30am we jiu go home { cos we nid t go th outing marrh ;D } den mr pang drove jasmine && liyang home cos they shun luo marrh . den aft tht meet liyang at boonlay mrt at 12.30 x.x wo er le DDD'; den i cor ajsmine help mii buy food luhhs x.x den she buy curry puff (: den aft tht we jiu saw liyang . OMG _l_ luhhs he wear untill lyk singapore habing snow ;} hahas . den we jiu untill bedok den take 196 t east coast luhhs x.x tgt wif jasmine bro && his fren && his std luhhs . den aft tht they jiu rent th bike 1st den jasmine jiu cycle t their class th bbq pit 1st . den aft tht i jiu cycle jasmine th bike t 2S4 pit , budden dajie && jasmine wif on other bike luhhs . den aft tht i jiu sit awhile den mii && jasmin sit th double bike t th shop thr t buy water ;} den we jiu at thr bbq fer th malay luhhs . den jasmin , huitian & lisa go return bike ~.~ OMG they toke abt 1 hr luhhs grr ~ den i was bbq-ing fer th malay (: { foc maid narrh (: } 1st tym uncook -.-" den aft tht 2nd tym yummy liao luhs ;}} hees (: im th big cook man ;}} they all sae yummy ;}} den aft tht we jiu go ply sea water den sit thr facing th sea luhhs x.x den aft tht jiu go toilet wash up ;}} den aft tht we jiu pei kelly , zhen yu , joshua , jasper && jake t return their thngs luhhs , den we jiu shun bian go luhhs ;}} den aft tht veri long walk luhhs x.x den we jiu kip resting ;x den aft tht jasper found out tht he fergot t take his slipper -.-" den he jiu go back and take den we wait at th shop fer hym luhhs x.x den aft tht no one pei-ing lisa t meet her std luhhs . den she dulan den walk away herself narrh . srry luhhs lisa nt we dun wn pei euu luhhs x.x den aft tht we jiu walk out den we jiu take 3 cab luhhs . jasmin , huitian , jake , jasper one cab , mii , refian && esmond one cab den joshua , kelly zhen yu , liyang one cab . den is $8.1O den i pay $2 onli ;x den aft tht we jiu on mrt den aft tht we all sitting down one budden untill alot of ppl den we stand up luhhs . den untill boonlay den we jiu go our own way liao luhhs x.x den mii and huitian jiu go john little find her mummy t take money t eat den we jiu go long john eat luhhs ;}} yummy (: den aft tht i jiu home sweet home liao luhhs ;}} i abt 1O den reach home ): is too tired liao luhhs . kena sunburn )); den my leg becum white , black , white , black x.x wakaka (: eewww so ugly xx hmm on th mrt home is fun yeah (: hahas . kelly they all bought alot of jokes yeah ;}}} hahas . tmr den i post th video && pic luhhs ;}}}

fengji : mia fer th whole dae fun hor , hope euu are fine , nt wif wound okkie . nw i jus noe euu are fine cos mine msging euu (: mus takkie care of urself well narrh (:

Jasmine : if euu feel tht in vb im shooting euu , im srry den . i dun wn becos of a small matter den broke our sista r/s luhhs .

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at 9:52:00 PM

Asked t do by sista (:

1. If you change your name, wad would it be?

- Ong Hui Ling [ OHL ;} ]

2. Do you think you are good-looking?

- Nopes . (: { i suck totally (: }

3. Are you single or taken?

- Taken

4. Are you happily single or taken?

- Happily taken ;}} { by hym ;DDD }

5. Wat is ur favourite colour?

- Black , white , blue , purple , sliver , gold

6. Do you think the world is round or flat?

- Round { cos thr is no full stop in th world (: }

7. Spongebob or Patrick?

- None { chia feng ji cn ;x }

8. Chuckie or Tommy?

- None { i wn hym (: }

9. Pooh or Eeyore or babay pooh?

- Eeyore { elmo && hym th best ;DDD } * lame -,-" *

10. black or white?

- Black (:

11. Who are ur best fren?

- Alot { best sistajiu shi : dajie { huiqi } jiamin jasmin huitian winnie jasmine } * go by b'dae *

12. Who is ur enemy?

- None (: { cos th rest hate onli narrh (: }

13. Who is ur hero?

- Chia Feng Ji (: (: (:

14. Who is the last person you saw?

- Computer -.-" { cos th res of my family i take them as transparent (: }

15. Who was the last person you hugged?

- Chia Feng Ji (: (: (:

16. who was the last person you told i love them?

- Chia Feng Ji (: (: (:

17. who is the last person you miss most?

- Chia Feng Ji (: (: (: && my grandma ): ): ):

18. wat is the one thing tat brightens ur day?

- Chia Feng Ji && ATT.G && PBT sista && gans (:

19. when was the last tym u went on vacation?

- Last yr dec barrh

20. who was the last person to annoy you?

- my real life sista { _l_ siia she }

21. Against or for gay marriage?

- My taiji ?! { lols . i care abt hym && sista && gan & fren onli (: }

22. Bush or Kerry?

- None -.-" { hym onli (: }

23. Against or for abortion?

- Against { baby hab t rite t choose t life in tis world anit && they are wugu euu noe (: }

24. When was the last tym u cry?

- Jus nw ): { cos we gt problem again }

25. When was the last tym u were abosulutely happy?

- Th tym tgt wif Chia Feng Ji (:

26. Who was the last person u yelled at?

- Parent ;x

27. Do you think u are well liked ?

- Nope , im so irritating , big attitude problem && suck alot

28. Do you go taiwanda?

- Yuppie (: fun yeah (:

Tagged 7 ppl to do:

- anione they lyk barrh (:


Hais. at 10:48:00 PM

ytd slp till abit late luhhs . wake up at abt 9 plus going 10 x.x den jiu go on9 luhhs . den jiu ben lai going meeting jasmine they all at 11 derrh && im seriously late DDD'; srry luhhs guys ~ den aft tht we jiu do hmw abt O11O we jiu go j eat luhhs .den we ply dare den we mix alot of thng inside th soup (: todae sibei heng jus drink once onli ;} den we jiu go DDR (: on th way t acarde we saw weisiang && yuen chee ;} den we act nerh saw them lt us walk pass den sae : wao so qiao ;} den aft tht we jiu go back t library , den we sit outside plying wif those thng (: fun yeah (: den i swing too hard le luhhs make dajie fall dwn ~ im srry luhhs im really really really srry luhhs dajie ~ den we jiu go in library toilet den aft tht jiu they all nid go hm den ju nice i wn miss cor hym he cor mii ;}} mayb xin ling xiang ton ;x chey ~ den jiu swhym on th walking t th front door wif cigg && his smoking . hais , cnt stop hym luhhs . nerhmind luhhs haiyo yo . -.-" den jiu go library sit awhile den jiu pei feng ji go ply his street bball luhhs . he so pro ;} && he plying derrh shi huo veri cute ;x;x den pei hym fer 2 hr inside th acarde den aft tth jiu pei hym go 7-11 buy drink den jiu go library den listen t hym luhhs . haiyo . i thnk everythng he did fer mii is nt worth luhhs x.x den i reach hm abt 9 plus luhh tmr den do th quiz barrh ;x

fengji : everythng euu did fer mii is nt worth . wo bu pei ni euu noe .... hais ...

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Tired && Stressout at 10:00:00 PM

todae morning feng ji cor mii , den i cor hym back luhhs . den we jiu chat chat . den he jiu sae he at his ex blog && he told mii alot of thng abt he && his ex ... i duno yyie i feel so jealous abt it , i cry , i feel soooo scare . i jus duno yyie . im so scare ): hais . im jus useless . if euu still miss her nor love her go jio her back .... i will jus wait fer euu ... hais ... im jus so tired ~~~ i gt nth t post le luhhs ...

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(: (: (: at 9:35:00 PM

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THANK - YOU ;}} at 9:59:00 PM

hmm todae wakeup early narrh den i jiu see msg . feng ji ;}
msg mii . den i see is last nite && todae morning derrh luhhs
. den aft tht i jiu rply luhhs den i todae nerh lock worrh ;}}
good girl yeah (: den todae gt t screaming thnggy tok marrh
. den start at 7pm den end at bt 8.15pm luhhs x.x den i &&
winnie && jiamin && jasmine go 7-11 luhhs ;}} den aft tht jiu
jiamin && jasmine go hm first den mii && winie untill abt 9 or
late abit den go home den we slack at bus stop den saw yong
kun && his fren , den saw nixon den saw james den in bus i
saw faiz , klly && zhaozhi . den i toking t them i bu xiao xin
{ my elbow } bang dao one lady head && i duno i tot is th
mental den i turn den noe is th lady head luhhs ;x den aft tht
i jiu land off yeah (: no larrh i go off th bus den reach hm at abt
9.30 ;} den aft tht in th aftnoon i nerh go vb training . den jiu slack
den plying vb wif kun zhen , liyang , junhao && jiamin (: fun yeah
(: i miss those tym i plying vb wif junhao , liyang && huitian ;}} i
miss those tym in 1S4 DDDD'; i miss everyon in 1S4 so much except
yuan fong yeah (: * laughs * i so bad yeah (: den aft tt jiu untill abt
2.30 or 3 den i jiu go find jasmin den we jiu go gekpoh den we jiu cum
back 850 den we jiu go bus stop wai fer feng ji ;} den aft tht jiu anihw
walk { serect } * cnt tll wad we did if nt ur cor police * chey ~ den
before going t find feng ji ;} we toking abt sumthng (: we getting closer
(: den aft tht we jiu cum back 850 find joey cos she waiting fer jasmin
marrh . den we toking half way huitian && winnie cum liao . den aft tht
we jiu toking luhhs den i jiu thnk go find feng ji ;} barrh . den aft tth i
sitting thr looking at those cars drove so fast && thnking tym really
fleed fast yeah (: mus zhen xi tym . once euu lost it cnt find it back liao
(: { i suddenly b cum so hui an wei ren (: } den feng ji ;} cum luhhs . den
he poke mii den i jiu sit oops feng ji ;} luhhs . den aft quite awhile den he
cum sit beside mii luhhs . { whn i sittin thr i feel sooooo sooooo cold } * is
windy (: * den aft tht abt 630pm den we jiu going t skul luhhs . den fergot
t take letter -.-" den jiu wait fer hym . den on th way t skul saw junhao
yeah . waooo ... duno which gal gt so mani yuan fen wif hym yeah (: den
aft tht i jiu read th letter den i crying luhhs x.x grr ! den aft each cry i jiu
rmb all th graveyard den i jiu becum abit happy liao . high liao luhhs x.x
den he msg sae sumtng lyk patching i i nerh get wrong idea x.x i scre patch
brk patch brk luhhs budden i still told hym yssh . choy ~ will nt brk again
derrh x.x den aft tht th screaming dam siian luhhs x.x den i going choose
POA if nt wrng if nt a math x.x den my result is chinese : b4 { if nt wrng ;x }

math : f9 (:
eng : a2 { 1st tym narrh (: }
history : b3 { if nt wrng }
art : fail (:
science : fail (:
lit : pass
den remark from teacher : huiling nid t improve on her attitude toward studie && teachers .

wad th _l_ man mine attitudesoo good t cher (: haiyo nerhmind (: dun care & dun gib a damn (: haha i nxt tym i den post all those pic luhhs ;}}

fengji ;} : i duno euu asking for patch anit luhhs . grr . im blur ~ i duno luhhs . i scare ltr brk patch den brk den patch luhhs ! grr ~ im blur blur blur ~ buddn tis tym hope tth we cn really last long yeah (: ily tons luhhs (:

jasmine : jasmine dun sad le luhhs . im sure he will noe tht euu ar worri fer hym derrh luhhs ! mus cheer up yeah (: mus smle more if nt , nt cute le worrh (: wakaka ~ i noe euu care abt hym luhhs . hu duno abt tht ? if sista PBT duno abt tht hor we cn pua jiu fall one luhhs (: wakaka (: mus cheer up yeah (:

jasmin : yuppie (: we are getting closer (: wakaka . i hope tht we will nt fight becos of small thng narrh ~ dun b too stress out okkie (: mus b high high lyk mii yeah (:

huitian : ps worrh . ytd i was anger marrh . duno wad happen -.-" den aft tht i jiu post . i thnk is abt feng ji ;} barrh ;x shhh ~~~ * laughs * he oso dun cum my blog so i dun scare yeah (: hees (: fergot th past and looking forward (: { wad th hell , nw adae my eng lyk all chim chim one ! chy ~ haha (: }

jasper : tq worrh . duno whn i thnk thttym gt art lesson den euu cheer mii up . alway tell mii dao li worrh (: wakaka (: anw is too late fer ii t sae tq budden i still wn t sae narrh (: euu are a veri kind boii yeah (:

kunzhen : hees (: joker partner (: tq fer cheering up even is too late t sae tq worrh (: budden i still wn t sae it . even sumthng euu lyk t shoot mii fer nth { nt sumthng is eeytym;x } budden euu shoot mii all th thng inside gt a dao li one luhhs (: tq fer telling mii those worrh (:

classmate : tq fer euu guys . i duno ur so caring derrh worrh . haha (: whn im emo nor sad ur asking mii wad happen x.x haha (: tq worrh ;}}

skulmate : tq fer asking mii wad happen , i duno tht ur gt so caring derrh ;x haha (: tq worrh (:

IM FINE (:

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forcing myself yeah (: at 7:17:00 PM

hmm (: happi yeah mus stay happi no matter wad yeah (: den morning go skul den saw jasmine sad sad derrh luhhs ... den aft tht we jiu go lock fone den blah blah blah untill end of th skul narrh . den we went t gekpoh den aft we chg we jiu cuming out luhhs . den huitian kip thnking tht i shooting her . pls larrh . if euu wn thnk tht jiu thnk barrh . i ardy veri tired of eevrythng && acting happy infront of everyone okkie . is a veri tiring thng narrh . wad ever euu wn thnk jiu go thnk luhhs . i dun gib it a fucking damn okkie . th most lost euu tis kinda of sista onli . i dun gib it a damn yeah ! 我仁够你了 okkie !!! den skul close at 5 marrh duno becos of wad luhhs x.x den aft tht mii and jiamin thnk we shld go vb luhhs we rather go tht yeah (: den i saw fengji msg .. den i lend liyang fone t reply hym luhhs btw tq liyang worrh (: fer lending mii ur fone (: den aft tht we jiu msg msg den liyang fergot t take his fone -.-" den i waiting fer hym in canteen den he waiting fer mii in bus stop -.-" den we wn go hm le cos late le luhhs . den aft tht we saw hym -.-" den i jiu told hym i gib hym back ltr cn ? i wn msg narrh ;x i noe he veri kind derrh sure lend one (: so tq worrh liyang (:

fengji : euu are th one hu told mii brk at first den we jiu brk den patch den brk . den euu told mii ur love fer mii is fade away . yessh tht was hurt && sad . it make mine tears drop . den nxt dae euu told mii euu was joking onli . was tht a 善意的谎言是为了安慰我还是那是你的真心话 ？hais . i gt no idea on it okkie . i duno wad shld i do yeah .. hais . one head mani brain hais ... mani problem ...

jasmine : jasmine dun sad le luhhs ... mus cheer up luhss !!! we are here fer euu (: we will helping euu support euu (: mus cheer up !!

huitian : wad ever euu wn thnk nor sae ur taiji larrh ! i ren guo liao luhhs pissed off okkie ! yessh i shoot euu 1st . my fault luhhs knn .

ytd we went fer skul outing den one of th places we hab been t is th graveyard which is those ppl die fer singapore . i feel sad beofre going thr cos fengji told mii sumthng tht hurt alot . den once i reach tht i becum so happi aft awhile cos i feel tht life is zhen gui luhhs . den our life is belong t those hu love euu cares abt euu and those ppl die in th war . thr fought fer singapore peace && other ppl life . i feel tht they so wei da luhhs . hw i wish i cn die thr too . bud i noe i cnt cos i did nt do anithng tht save saingporean nor wad luhhs . haiyo . budden whn we resting i was lyk laughing myself den i duno yyie th tear still drop luhhs . mayb cos i trying t fergot hym luhhs . mus put on a fake laughter and smile okkie ong hui ling (: mus force urself !!!

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beautiful lie euu make (: at 7:40:00 PM

hahahahahahaha . wad i beautiful lie euu make (: && it hurting mii deeply . ur wish is filled nw ~ happy le marrh ? euu hurt mii alot . euu told mii brk cos ur love t mii was fading away oops . it was wrng i chg it fer euu . cos euu dun love mii at th start !!! am i rite t sae tht ? nw i feel tth i was so stupid . so sad fer tht gal hu std wif euu nw . btr dun hurt tht gal . every gal euu std wif they are innocent okkie !!! i nw dun feel hurt le . tq worrh . euu make mii learn a lesson (: nice huh ? wad ever i did t mineself IS NT WORTH okkie (: cos euu suck alot . i totally gib up . is nt worth t make mii sad nor emo everydae . euu make mii pissed off ! everythng was a lie okkie . pls throw away all th thng tht i gib euu is nt worth tht euu hab tht . bud i still love euu alot ... i rather mii suffer den euu ... i cnt fergot euu ... i wn t fergot euu . once again we are over . once again euu told mii beautiful lie . ONG HUI LING EUU BTR FERGOT ALL TH PAST . IS HE REALLY WORTH IT ? WAD EVER EUU DID FER HYM HE WILL NT NOE IT OKKIE !!! MUS WELL GIB UP . 我放弃了 我认命运了 我认输了 你赢了 ， 好美的善意谎言 , 我要忘记你 !!! my heart hab a long long long scar tht cnt b prefect ani more . m my heart hurt ton . i feel so stressout && suffering euu noe ? hais . i finally understand ur letter , yuppie im stupid . nw den understand srry fer ur tym luhhs ... euu shld b happy nw le rite gt new std .... hais ... i gt no ideal .... i jus feel lyk dying nw . euu told mii hw suffering euu was budden i bet sure euu told ur new std tth ur ex std is pissing euu && dun wn gib up rite . at th start euu promise mii , euu will nt left mii alone && euu will nt ask fer brk budden nw leii ? hais ... wad ever was a lie . i will force mineself t fergot euu derrh . no matter wad way i use i will fergot euu derrh ..... mine heart hurt .... euu told mii euu cnt fergot mii ... hais ... was another beautiful lie again ... hais ... todae go th those graveyard which mani soldier hab die && whr they burried them . it make mii understand life more && more . life cum from ur parent , those hu care & love abt euu && those soldier faught so hard jiu shi wei le peace !!! so dun gib up ur life easily . if nt those ppl die fer peace will nt b happy derrh . hais ... if dun hab them , will we b here ? living happily ? soundly ? nope luhhs .... hais ...

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at 9:06:00 PM

mayb mii && hym really over budden yyie non of ur believe tht i nerh slash my hand ?! i really nerh slash at all ... yessh . budden my heart hurt ... no one believe mii ... even hym .... hais ...


totally pissed off && stress out . at 8:27:00 PM

im jus totally pissed off and stress out luhhs ... he ask mii cor hym den i cor luhhs ... den fer nth he jiu kip scolding mii ... yessh it hurt ... hais ... den he ask , dun euu find tht i hab chg ... den aft tht he jiu sae becos ytd nite gt one msg at 8 pm plus derrh luhhs ... && i rmb tht msg fer ever ... it was ... sua luhs . let's brk . den duno yyie my tear kip dropping down luhhs ... it hurt alot ... den i dun let hym noe im crying den i jiu bitemy lip hard so i cn dun make ani sound cum out . den my sista pick up th fone den i last tym told hym b4 i anitym will cope th fone den he sae okkie . den he was anger fer i chup den cor chup den cor luhhs ... den duno yyie my tear kip droping . he told mii srry . and ask yyie i sound so sad i told hym dun hab . den he sae i slash again arrh ? den i told hym dun hab really dun hab luhhs ... den he dun believe mii my heart hurt alot luhhs .... den i cor euu euu cope my fone ... nerhmind ... sua luhhs ... i feel so stress out .... hais ... yessh ur ex msg euu im jealous . && i cnt do anithng okkie . ONG HUI LING NOW TOTALLY STRESSOUT && PISSED OFF NARRH ! euu mus b happy le rite .... hais ...

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speechless at 4:08:00 PM

hais . euu gibing mii a cold shlder ... i jus feel hurt .. i jus duno yyi lyk tht ... im so speechless . i gt nth t do t our r/s . i fel so stress out ... i gt no ideal wad cn i do . tis 1 month and 6 dae euu we bk && patch den iduno euu ytd euu ment those wad euu sae marrh . im jus simply scare . i scare euu will left mii alone . i jus duno yyie cnt forcus on tis few dae . mine mind is jus full of euu , i feel so stress out . wad cn i do ? if tis tym we really brk again hw ? shld i accept th fate && fact ? or shld i ask fer patch ? tht tym euu asking fer patch euu sae euu cnt fergot mii && euu told mii t takkie care && pay attention , becos euu love mii . or euu cnt fergot mii . nop . becos i told euu pay attention && becareful && takkie care first tht yyie euu told mii tht yeah . my heart feel so sad && it was broken into billion of it nw . i cnt sae out hw was i feeling . bud none of my tear dropping . cos i ren . i jus ren . i bite mine lip hrd at all tym is jus dun wn my tear t drop . i feel tht life is meanless . whn i go t skul jus wif 2 txb . and nth liao . cher jus scold mii bud i gt no feeling . den i thnk study so hard fer wad ? fer nth . i jus studie fer nth . mine mind jus thnk go skul t help mii waste sumtym in skul . hais . even we patch ur heart mayb nt wif mii den we patch fer wad ? hais . it hurt whn euu sae brk && euu still show sooo much care . IT HURT TONS OKKIE !!! hais .

weisiang : srrry worrh , fer pinching ur hand untill so zhong !!! i jus duno yyie i cn pinch ppl untill so hard todae . im jus srry !

jiamin : no matter wad attitude euu gib mii i ren cos i dun wn spoilt th sista r/s i PBT sista && ATTITUDE.GALS bud everyone hab it own limit . dun push it over th board line yeah . if nt nxt tym in skul oso cnt gain anithng . && pls get th fact rite . is weelin disturb mii first && yessh euu and weelin is over . i told euu cheer up && euu jus put all ur angers on mii . i ren euu cos euu moody budden nw leii ? euu wei le weelin wn hurt all tht sista r/s , if yessh jus sae narrh . i will nt gib euu th attitude euu gib mii derrh . no worri , i jus hack care euu .... hais . i admit mine attitude suck . bud i was chging nw yeah . nw i hab less mood swing le . OHL is habing a new life le luhhs .

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pissed off ! && _l_ off ! at 9:35:00 PM

hmm todae go skul luhhs ... den aft tht jiu during mt class
den yang yu turn mine hand DDD'; { pain } budden my
heat was th most painful of it cos he hack care mii ... DDD';
hais ... he told lisa tht he tio taiji again .. hais ... den ask lisa
dun tell mii . den in th end duno yyie th tear was droping
furiously luhhs den i begging lisa t tell mii den lisa told mii
le luhhs ... hais my heart broken luhhs DDD'; den aft tht jiu
go fer volley ball budden nerh ply cos my hand was injure
by yang yu luhhs . DD'; budden i fee lyk plying den whn
coach going toilet i go ply den my knee bleed luhhs -.-" den
abt den i go meet baby at th bus stop luhhs . den he asking
ppl help hym buy cigg -.-" den aft tht jiu go staircase thr pei
hym , cos he wn t smoke marrh . den aft tht he smoke den i
was so tired i jiu slping le ;x den he suddenly poke mii i chau
tio luhhs DDD'; hais ... den i noe todae he gt sumthng troubling
hym tth yyie cum find mii luhhs ... hais ... den aft tht i abt 7.30
jiu cum hm luhhs . hais .. den i tell hym : i dun wn to t euu liao
-.-" dun smoke too much okkie ... den he ju reply : cua luhhs
let's brk ... omg my heart hurt tons tht tym DDD'; hais ... den
duno luhhs my head totally blank.

baby : dun thnk too much le luhhs ... jus becreful ur self i dun wn t care liao i feel so tired fer eerythg . it was all my fault ... im th one hu shld b blame ... hais .. im srry luhhs ...

YANG YU : _l_ euu larrh th paperbu xiao xin derrh rite knn ! euu watch out narrh ! o back t ur country narh (: * laughs * i lyk so bad luhhs (: budden he make ii cnt ply volley ball DD'; den if i really wn slap euu , ppl shld noe i use hand okkie nt paper narrh ! knn ! _l_ luhhs ! feel pissed offby euu narrh !

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;} at 6:27:00 PM

Emo ?

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hais .. at 11:13:00 AM

euu gt sumthng euu dun wn tel mii i feel so pissed off nw
luhhs ... damn pekcek wif everythng . ONG HUI LING
mus comtrol ur temper ... mus ren ren ren ... hais ... im
totally stressout le luhhs ... ytd slp at 2 plus den wake up
at 8 plus luhhs ... hais ... damn tired nw luhhs ... i cnt do
anithng .. im totally pissed off , stress out ... hais ... ltr
going out wif winnie luhhs ... hais ... my head blank and
my heart hurt ... boii . anithng mus tell mii euu du tell mii
i worri more okkie ... hw i hope euu cn tell mii wad happen
by euu nt ur cousin ... hais .... nerhmind i stop posting
here i will carry on whn i gt hm yeah .

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YAPPIE (: at 9:03:00 PM

hmm yuppie (: everythng was back t normal luhhs (: jasmine
and nixon patch ytd den mii and feng ji patch tdy (: den he
tdy in msn ask fer patch he tot tht my ans is no worrh x.x
budden nt luhhs . euu tis big big big sa gua ;} iloveyou luhhs
;DDD ytd euu gib mii th etter aft i read it i cnt slp luhhs x.x
yawns . tired nw * laughs * hmm den meet jiamin jasmine dajie
at skul derrh bus stop thr at 2 luhhs im late i reach at 2.30 x.x
srry luhhs { !!! } den aft tht we sit awile jiu go 7-11 buy jolly
sandy (: yummy (: * laughs * den aft tht we jiu go park find
nixon luhhs den aft tht we jiu sit at th plygrnd den jiu rain le den
getting bigger and bigger den we jiu sit at th plygrnd th shelter
luhhs (: fun man tht tym (: den aft tth we sit untill abt 4 den we
jiu go jp luhhs (: den aft tht we jiu go jp bu th xxl chicken chop from
th taiwan snack luhhs (: yummy yeah (: * laughs * den aft tht on th
way walk t library de saw feng ji (: cuming my tis way ;} fate ? lols ?
*laughs* den jiu go library tgt luhhs den aft tht we jiu sit own luhhs
at th start i sit opps dajie . den he on fone den he dn wn sit . den aft
tht th ppl nxt table go le den i ju push it cum here den dajie ask mii
sit thr luhhs x.x den i jiu sit thr den take out elmo (: and ply luhhs (:
den aft tth he jiu finsih fone jiu sit beside mii luhhs x.x i feel tht he so
tall os he sittingon chair luhhs grr . den aft tht untill 6 jiamin jasmine
dajie all go le luhhs den aft tht i ji move t th tabe whr they sit luhhs ;}
den i put 4 bks away ask hym dun sit near mii den he jiu shi yao
luhhs -.-" den aft tht i feeli so sort ... frankly speaking i hate ppl sitting
on th chair while im sitting on th floor cos lyk they so tall luhhs x.x
* laughs * den aft tht i abt 7.30 jiu go home luhh den 8 reach home x.x

baby : wakakaka . we patch le budden im scare tht euu left mii one dae ? todae i was stil thnking whn uu ask fer patch shld i patch ... budden my heart sae yessh i duno wad i thnking luhhs x.x budden i love euu mrope and more each dae le worrh x.x hahaha iloveyou tons (:

jiamin : dun sad le luhs ... he's nt worth it . my nuer dun thnk oo mch i noe euu cn find sum one btr luhhs (: cheer up yeah (: iloveyou (:

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Im Jus Fine dun worri .. at 8:42:00 PM

hmm todae many thng happen ... once jus reah skul saw jiamin was crying den i noe tht weelin and her is over le ... omg ... is was so xin tong whn saw jiamin crying tis way luhhs ... hais ... den aft skul jiu saw jasmine crying ... den i noe tht she and nixon was over ... ytd ytd mii huitian winnie brk at th same tym den ytd is jiamin den todae is jasmine wad was it happening ? den all sista brking within 3 dae ?1 wad th hell is was thnking it ... den aft tth we jiu ply awhile vb ... den abt 4 plus i go meet feng ji in library as ytd he told mii he wn t pass mii sumthng den in cass i keep guessing was it a letter ... will i cry ? im scare im so scare thti was anihw thnking ... DDD'; hais ... den aft tht jiu reach le library i dun even look at hym ... den i put th thng jiu sit at other table if jiamin huitian luhhs ... den aft tht i jiu take out penkinfe and slash abit luhhs den aft tht huitian they all jiu left liao luhhs ... we were nt sitting tgt luhhs ... den aft tth i duno yyie my tear dropping non stop le ... den suddenly he sit beside mii den i feel tht den th tear drop even more den i turn luhhs DDDD'; den aft tht he tag mii den i hack care den aft awhile he tag again den i pass msg wif hym using my fone luhhs ... den i told hym im jus fine ... den he jiu sae dun emo le luhhs den at th back gt one ily ... den my tear drop even more fast euu noe ... hais ... i told euu i dun nid ur kelian .... hais ... den aft tht i put my head up den i was lyk dae dreaming ... den aft tt ur arm are over mii i push euu away den my tear drop again DDDD'; hais ... den aft tht im abit okkie liao ... den getting better .... whn i saw euu hurting uself my heart hurt alot .... hais ... den euu ask fer patch isit becos euu kelian mii ? i hope nt luhhs .... hais ... i stop my posting till here barrh ...

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at 9:12:00 PM

i was so hum i dun dare t face th face adimt th face and fate ... wo bu ming he si shi ? th make mii feel jian euu noe ... hahahahaha my hahaha sounded sop fake . bud is real ... even my lie really cheated other budden nt myself yeah .... ONG HUI LING !!! mus try t force ur self t accpt th fact no matter wad okkie ... mus b strong .... { tht wad he sae } bud i cnt... hais ...


at 7:40:00 PM

euu guys noe wad ... mii and hym was over ytd he gib mii a big bunny and a elmo .... hais ... he ne i lyk elmo and i was finding nice derrh elmo so he bought tht t mii ... i wan t noe whr he buy it and i go buy my self so i cn gib hym back everythng .. .... hais ... he brk wif mii cos he dun wn mii t worri .... hais .... it hurt alot truely speaking ... todae everyone was askig mii yyie .... hais .... ytd i was crying th whole nite .... i slp at 11.30 fill wif tears . den wake up at 3 den i cry again . den i slp at 5 den wake up at 5.30 den fill wif tears again . den slp at 5.30 till 6 oso fill wif tears ... den on th wa t skul i saw those msg and those pic ... my tears keep droping non stop . i control it budden whn i reach skul i cnt tke it ani more le .... at hm was silent tears . cry wifout sound it was so suffering euu noe .... den once gt home get scolding fer no reason . den o one tok t mii car abt mii ... in skul i was abit lyk pengseh nw adae ... den i was lyk totally lost in th world .... th world was so big and i cnt find a way out and i was asking fer help bud no one care abt mii ... hais .... my heart hurt alot ..... i ask fer patch and he chg th topic ..... is okkie ...... it hurt tons ... todae i was lyk slawshing myself den it hab alot of blood flow out . it dun feel pain in my hand bud in my heart thr is a great pain ... it hurt it really hurt .... my heart was broken into million of it ... no matter hw strong was th supergule oso will nt fixed it back .... even cn ... thr was a scre tth cnt remove fer ever ...... it is really worth okkie boii .... no matter wad euu did i will mo mo derrh zai ni sheng bian supporting euu .... i wanted t noe are euu safe anit .... i jus wan t noe tht .... i typetis pst wif teaars .... bud was my tears really worth it ..... i noe euu dun even gib it a damn t mii .... i dun even nid euu t gib mii a damn ... i jus wn euu t safe , happy and xin fu .... yyie we brk le euu still show care t mii ? isit becos euu still love mii or euu feel gulity ? hais ..... it hurt alot .... alot ... alot .... hais .... btw tq jasmine , jasmin , huiqi , jiamin , winnie , jasper and weisiang ....

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1 month ;}}}} at 8:27:00 PM

;}}} todae was our 1st month worr ;DDD mus jys worrh .
no matter wad happen i will b wif euu ferever derrh dun
worri yeah (: i dun wish t see euu pekcek ... i hurt luhhs
. tmr is jasmine derrh 2 month den jiu dao jiamin derrh
1 month le worrh (: mus jys worrh { !!!! } if nt i whack all
of ur th pigu den euu guys noe arrh (: haha (: baby tq fer
ur thng worrh ;D i lyk it alot okkie no shld b i love it alot
okkie . i will sayang both derrh ;}

baby : dun b toom pekcek everythng mus share wif mii ... is hurt tht euu use brk t threaten mii nt t worri abt euu , euu are mine std , i love euu hw euu ask mii nt t ... no matter wad happen i will b wif euu yeah . i will push euu t cary on ur life . ily tons luhhs (: nw suddenly euu ask ferr brk.. yyie mus on 1month euu ask mii tis .... hais ...

jasmine : jasmine dun thnk too much yeah . mayb he is sad or stressout . mus use a happy tone so tht euu cn cheer hym up and let hym carry on moving forward yeah (: jus cheer up my gal . dun slash le , we saw le we feel hurt . dun end ur life yeah . life dun belong t euu it belong t those ppl hu love and care abt euu okkie ! ily luhhs ;}

jiamin : mayb i really chg le barrh ? i duno luhhs x.x budden tq fer tth letter it touch alot ;}}} hmm bud on sundae i thnk euu are abit over le barrh ... if i did sumthng wrng im srry luhh { !!!! } becareful of ur hand narrh .

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heng narrh . at 7:21:00 PM

hmm todae wake up den go skul luhhs den mornign jiu
kena caught by tht jana _l_ luhhs . den aft tht jiu stand
outside office , den he cum tell ii since euu dun wn listen
t cher den i will suspense den aft tht gt mani cher ask
mii yyie standing outside de i told tem is abt my nail
-.-" den all gib tis face -.-" wad th _l_ luhhs . nail onli
, wad kinda of skul is tis . _l_ luhhs { !!! } den aft tht
she and jana buey gum one . den alot of cher oso buey
gum wif jana one ;} woots i found out tis todae
* laughs * den aft tht i cut my nail damn shrt he sae
still cnt budden ardy till meat liao -.-" aft tht i jiu go
bak t class , before i go back t class i saw kama father
was scolding jana ;} * laughs * i was so happy worrh (:
den aft tht jiu go back t class den aft skul le mii jasmine
winnie pei jiamin go gekpoh take bus den aft tht jiu go
back home luhhs . baby was MIA todae DDDDDD'; i cnt
cotact hym at all DDDD'; help luhhs { SOS } DDDD'; i
scare gt sumthng happen t hym .... hais ... den n going
ply game ? chat in msn ? waiting fer his reply ... okkie
till nw bye .

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Hais ..... at 7:36:00 PM

hmm ... todae wake up per normal luhhs . den aft tht
i jiu go skul luhhs . den in skul nerh saw he got reply
mii . den in eng lesson i recive his msg .... it hurt
luhhs ..... den aft tht i jiu wait luhhs . aft skul pei
jiamin and winnie go fine cher take back all th straw
. den aft tht we jiu pei jasmine go find her nixon luhhs
. den jasmine in th canteen told mi tht he gt msg her
.... den i look at it ..... hais ...... nerhmind .... dun feel
lyk posting le ....

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happy ;} at 7:10:00 PM

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